Thy Idiot

All is well. All is well.

Since I’d watched that movie, I keep on saying those line again and again if I had a very strange feeling ‘bout something. Its’ been a while since I wrote my last blog entry. As far as I remember it’s been seven months ago. At this point, something really drove me to write this post, the thing so called- Passion. What is the thing I really want? I want to go to audit. I want to walk along Makati. I want to be in an environment that will squeeze something inside of me. I really want it badly. But why I am not getting it even I’d tried so hard? Is it not enough? Okay, I’ll do more. But I think I really did so well already. Why they haven’t called me and give me the chance to sell myself to them. I don’t know. I felt so bad about it, but I know I shouldn’t feel this way. But I really can’t help it. I’ll try once more, even two or three more. I won’t give up. I really want to be in a place where my heart is. Follow your heart. I’ll chase those things that will make my heart happy.

All is well. All is well.

Face It

Sometimes we really don’t need it to be as perfect as we imagine it at the first place. We just need to be on the right place, at a right time. I keep on reaching out on something I’m so afraid to lose to. I tend to be selfish just for the sake of holding on that thing without knowing I’m slowly losing it. I might need to face something I really feared of, the thought of losing something that I really never had. This is the best view to look the way I’m walking out and taking my time right now. Oh my dear if you just really know how I’m really into you. Everything will be just fine. Everything will be okay. I knew I can do it. This is also for you. You are part of this too. You are part of these dreams, as I will be having an opportunity to be with you on the right place, at some future right time.

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My Dear,

It has been a very strange day to me. I don't know where exactly you were right now and what exactly you've been doing the past couple of hours. There is only one thing I knew all day long. I am longing for you. I miss you my dear. Hope you’re doing fine. I'll be patiently waiting here for you. I miss you so much already.

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YAHOO!

I’d waited for this feeling for almost two weeks I guess. The “BLOG” feeling that could cause me to write an entry anew. Lot of wonderful things came upon the past few weeks. As I’d surpassed the trials as my college life ended almost a week ago. I feel I’m so blessed for this year. I really wish it’ll round up things truly my way. I want to thank GOD for all of the blessings. I want to thank two women around me. My mom who made it all happened. The second lady who reborn me and who gave me another wonderful life in this world. I’m so grateful to all of my friends who I’d share a lot of laughter and tears. Six years was no joke at all. One-fourths of my entire life was devoted here. This chapter honed me emotionally and mentally. As I know for sure this chapter will help me again in some other aspects not just financially. At first doubt it but through the years I understand and feel that this is where I truly belong. Thanks for all of this. Thanks to all of you.

“Thank you for the good times,
The days you filled with pleasure.
Thank you for fond memories,
And for feelings I’ll always treasure”
- Karl Fuchs

Happy Me

I am so in love on all the stuffs that I'm doing right now. I like the feeling of waking up early in morning doing things that will help me establish my future career. I really like to be at this point of my life taking everything as serious as it is supposed to be. All the things around me were calm and all under control. There might be some a little bit of glitches but at the end of the day I am still so positive about it. With the help of one special person, I am at to this not just because I like her, but I want to give her a lot and infinite reasons that she had been the "drive" that turned my world upside down. I really want to grow old with you my dear. I want to reach all my dreams by your side and vice versa. Have all the good and bad things with our hands holding on together. Keep my promises as I promise that I'll be yours and you'll be mine forever. I want you to know that I'd grew up (mentally and emotionally) and it’s all because your teachings. Yes it is. It's definitely on the genes. I am just so happy that I am so blessed to meet an extraordinary person like you and have the opportunity to keep you forever.