The Acquaintance

A lady noticed the content of myself-acknowledged blogs were more on being emotionally decline, always unhappy and very sentimental. Upon reading her message, I'd frown just little bit. Thinking that she was correct, it is indeed a melancholic page. From that point I'd agree to her, it is time for me change the aura of my post in this blogs. It is time for me to rejuvenate with my post and with my attitude. The process that I'm taking right now is not an easy task to do, but I need to keep going. We all deserve to smile every now and then and live life into fullest. Yesterday seems to be a different day for me. I am kinda excited the whole day and I don't know why. I'm kinda nervous and conscious on the way I look. I'm a little bit rattle and sloppy on every move that I do. And suddenly saw her also frowning and uncalm. The lady I first saw with a facebook account having uncolored profile picture. A lady that is full of gloominess weeks ago, asking her always to smile despite engaging a critical and emotional incident in her life. Asking and Giving advice for something that in the real world I ain't really doing at all. This post is all about happiness, but sarcastically I'm sharing my bitterness in the last eight weeks. But this is different situation on how I escape this loneliness. As a matter of fact, I end that stage already two days ago. Yesterday is the start of another chapter of my life, another chapter in this blogs and another collection of pieces to make a brand new puzzle. That lady told me three things, first I need to remove the mask in my face, secondly to pick-up my lost and forgotten heart and lastly to ask for the coming of my happiness. I just realize moments ago, are you the genie? How I wish you can grant me another set of wishes. Another three, four and even ten more. I want to be happy not only in terms of having someone by my side again. I want to be happy with someone that will never let me down, never take me for granted and never left me hanging solely elsewhere. I know it is impossible to have one, but who knows? Maybe she's just right there starting also to smile just like me. I just wanna share the half of this happiness to you. Yes! It is you marmmb.

Gracias señorita.
Thanks for listening my sad stories.
As I throw it all away right now.

Happy