It is not the end

And my selfishness embraces me once more...

It is indeed another emotional night for me. Last night I said to myself, "Be ready!"., and yet as of now it is earlier than I thought that I will be in tears again. I'm in a middle of nowhere as of the moment. I can't enjoy things around me. I am not writing this thing not just because I wanted to share the weirdest reasons for my crying a.k.a. my "downfall". I am doing something again with my beneficiaries are Me, Myself and I. How I wish, I'd never stop for that semester. All of you guys and girls are so magnificent. I came from a grave down under when I'd returned in June of 2007. Suddenly I'd encountered at least ten new special persons in my college life. Slowly I really got comfortable with them. I never felt that I am the latest addition onto them. It seems we knew each other from the start. And I am so grateful for that assumption. I am so blessed to meet those kind of people. It is really not how our bond starts, it is how we perform in the middle and how we finish it. Right now as the climax of being a college student is about to end, the end is getting harder and harder for all of us, especially in my case. I want to share those remaining five months with them BIG TIME! I want to laugh with their corniest jokes, enjoy even when they already smirking in those sensitive jokes. Guess those scariest and creepiest words via charades.Wear those lingeries and boxers because it is their gift in your birthday. Pose a million of times in a wacky picture shot. And get paranoid for those tipsy trippers that can't control those alcohols in their head. It is such a wonderful ride with you guys. What a fantastic TRIP it had been. In this short break of us before our one final ride in our life-dream destination, I realize a lot of things. One of which, it isn't enough for me to limit myself on those 2 full wonderful years at all. Because I am still so frustrated because of why I don't have all of you a little bit more longer. I will be missing this guys. Next year by the end of the third month, the dreams will already be reached. In my part I need to wait for another seven months for me to do so. I am really enthusiastic for that chance. that is given Sorry if I'd surpass my boundaries again. If you'd only knew how I feel right now. It is such a feeling that I can't share nor can explain any further. I just so insane thinking that all of you guys will be leaving soon, and it kills me. But there's no choice for me but to accept and continue fighting, strive harder and continue to grow up.

"The only unsinkable ship is FRIENDSHIP"
THANKS!!!

A Thousand Miles

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