Once in a Lifetime

I’ll always remember that Superman himself has a kryptonite, but the Man of Steel still continues his mission come what may. Just like him, I have my ups and downs, but it wouldn’t affect me as a whole, I shall continue even how hard it is. You’ll be asking me for the reason of what? As I answer, same old reason my dear. I am sure that God will not give me any reasons not to love you. Maybe there could be some restrictions, but at the end of the day I want you to know I’ll use those restrictions to motivate myself further.

I’ll maximize all the thing that I have and not just look on those things that I don’t have. Preferably look what’s left in my hand, restricted or not I want you to feel and think of me, as a man who, even thru good and bad times will never give up onto you just like this. This is the only thing I have and the sole opportunity that GOD and YOU have given to me. So why not I should maximize and embrace for it further? Who knows what the future will bring us? I want you to know that in everything that I do, I’m giving my very best because you’re the BEST blessing I have ever received in my life. That I am feeling the BEST FEELING in the world right now, I am so in love having the BEST LOVE ever conquered me. As I want you know that this LOVE is really worth fighting for. I’ll fight for it and wait for the right time because I know BEST THINGS comes just once in a lifetime. Nothing has changed my dear. It’s just grows every minute, every moment and every day. I AM STILL SO DEEP IN LOVE WITH YOU.

“Do not count on what you lost,
Instead cherish what you have and plan what to gain.
The past never returns but the future may fulfill the loss.”

P.L. (Pure Love)

^: Would you ask me if I’m in love, because I am so excited to answer that question.

>: Are you in love?

^: Nope. Come on, ask me why.

>: Why you’re not in love?

^: Because I am not just in love right now. I am so deep in LOVE with her.

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^: A

^: E

^: I

>: O

^: I MISS

>: U

^: Perfect! =)

^: A

^: E

^: I

>: O

>: U

^: Like HIM.

^: =(

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^: Feel comfortable about me. Feel Free.

^: Just think that I’ll be your SOFA, be comfortable with me. I want you to BE OK, I am your SOFA from this point of time ok?

>: I’ll try my best.

^: BE OK.

>: I’LL BE.

^: I hope I am helping you.

>: You’ve helped a lot!

^: And I Hope I can still help you in future and other things.

>: =D

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^: Are you cute?

>: For me, I think I can pass on the definition of being Cute.

^: Let me think for it for a while.

>:…

^: You’re not cute. You’re SO CUTE!

>: =D

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^: I want to cry.

>: Oh! Why?

^: But I don’t have the right.

>: So it’s your feelings getting deeper and deeper?

^: I just can’t think for the past few days.

>: It’s better to stop thinking.

^: Honestly I am not thinking for anything.

>: ??

^: Except the fact that I am ONLY thinking of YOU.

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^: all day long, I am thinking of you, all week long. I am thinking of you, all month long. I am thinking of you.

>: ...

^: and I want to think of you, for the next day, next week, next month, for years to come.

^: =(

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^: Would you make me a ringtone using your cute voice?

>: No. It’ll cost you a lot.

^: Really? What if the only thing I can pay you in return for me to have that ringtone is my Love for you? Can I have one?

>: still no! Because I know even there’s no ringtone in return, I know you’ll give me that LOVE.

^: ^_^

The Ribbon and The Girl

I always keep on trying not to be affected on how much pain I’m into, whenever she’s talking or with that guy, because I am not on the proper place to feel that way at first place. Unfortunately, I feel and did it again. I just need to react on it for me to lessen the pain and for me to move on. Believe me, I am always reminding myself that this is the risk that she was telling me from the start. Honestly it is really painful but I can endure it. I just want to tell her what am I into, for the fact that I’ve told her the littlest thing in me and never lied to her. I really want her to know that I am not hiding anything because I want her to accept me as myself, as person who tells her everything for the reason that I really loves her, Loves you as you, Loves you as his one and only love. I want you to know that “You’re the greatest gift that I’ve ever received to my life.”

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."
-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Back To You

And YOU will be the one that I'll be serving, above them all. ü

The Luckiest Me

Exactly a year ago, I'm gramacing in pain.

Emotionally? No.

Physically? Yeah.

Its been a year after my two middle fingers were operated because of that comfort room accident. It was painful but I'd learned from that unfortunate experience. Don't rush things, It'll come your way. Be natural.

Think something deep about this line.

If you really want something, don't be so impatient. Relax and wait for the chance of grabbing it. Just remember this:

"No matter how many times you push the elevator button, it will not come any faster not until the right floor comes."

There's no way I'm rushing things after that incident, and by now I think I've found what I'm waiting for, the one I'm dreaming of. The person that will connect my middle finger again. Not the full healer that I'm wishing but the person that has the ability to cleanse all those bad things inside and out of me. Believe me, she's not a nurse nor a doctor, but she had healed my inner and outer soul. She donates me the blood that I needed for me to survive together with an unwounded heart, a healthy body and an uncorrupted mind. So who's the lucky girl? No. She's not just lucky, because I'm luckier that her in the fact that I'm so blessed that our roads crossed five months ago. She's just a twenty year old lady that I want to marry and want to live with for not just the rest of my life but also to my second, third or ninth life. A twenty year old lady that I want to be with for the rest of not just my sole life, but for the rest of the eternity.

"If ever you find someone who makes you smile and makes your life complete. Face the fact and down your pride. Keep and never let go of that person because there's no right one if you find the real one."

Better Together