Exactly a year ago, I'm gramacing in pain.
Emotionally? No.
Physically? Yeah.
Its been a year after my two middle fingers were operated because of that comfort room accident. It was painful but I'd learned from that unfortunate experience. Don't rush things, It'll come your way. Be natural.
Think something deep about this line.
If you really want something, don't be so impatient. Relax and wait for the chance of grabbing it. Just remember this:
"No matter how many times you push the elevator button, it will not come any faster not until the right floor comes."
There's no way I'm rushing things after that incident, and by now I think I've found what I'm waiting for, the one I'm dreaming of. The person that will connect my middle finger again. Not the full healer that I'm wishing but the person that has the ability to cleanse all those bad things inside and out of me. Believe me, she's not a nurse nor a doctor, but she had healed my inner and outer soul. She donates me the blood that I needed for me to survive together with an unwounded heart, a healthy body and an uncorrupted mind. So who's the lucky girl? No. She's not just lucky, because I'm luckier that her in the fact that I'm so blessed that our roads crossed five months ago. She's just a twenty year old lady that I want to marry and want to live with for not just the rest of my life but also to my second, third or ninth life. A twenty year old lady that I want to be with for the rest of not just my sole life, but for the rest of the eternity.
"If ever you find someone who makes you smile and makes your life complete. Face the fact and down your pride. Keep and never let go of that person because there's no right one if you find the real one."
Better Together

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