Again

I think I meet her again. The person i really waited for the longest time of my life. She seems to be very pretty, quite simple and truly cheerful. I know I really like her at this point of time. I can do everything for her. I can be everything she want me to be. I like her so much. I maybe at this point so much, many times, though it all give me such as damn kind of pain.I never want that to repeat again. I just hate to be in that gloomy stage again.

Again, this will test my learnings on the past. Does I really learned or not? I badly wants this things to go my way, my plans. It such a wonderful time to feel that someone gives you the reason why you should be the best at all times. It such a great way to release all the pressures and burdens in your heart everytime I think of her. God really gave us the special meaning on how gifts aren’t always seen nor touch. Magic seems to be sparkled every time I’d close my eyes as I see her face. As i pray, that she would give me my best chances ever in my life, not again, but for the first time.

I’m willing to wait. As she gathers the thoughts of my best confessions to her. I am not disappointed on what I have said. I guess informality is the only thing I’ve done wrong. Guts seems to be again out of my element. But I swear to God. I like Ana so much, she gives me the best reason why I should be in this kind, in this place, and at this time. She makes my world turn differently rather than before. She’s the girl I really wanted. The eyes seems great. Attitude wise so okay, the charm, her sweetness completes her package.

If you just only know how much you mean to me right now as I wish I will always feel this kind. I’m so glad I really meet you. I wish there could be more time in the future as things go on and develops. I like you Ana so much. You mean very different for me, I know this is love. But history aren’t in favor of me. I learn so much, i wish I could do better right now. Im numb already for heartaches, I cannot wait for this time to come. I’m so immature before. I wish I already got the best remedies now. As I hope,By the end of this I will not say the word, I hated so much, the word, Again.