Falling Literally

I've seen her unto this day after two long agony months. No eye contacts. No face to face conversation. No signs of emotion. No given chances at all. This is so cruel. My day got blacked out from that moment. She is the first person I've seen this day in the school with my eyes wide open. It is so painful. The emotional part of me conquer my system anew. I cannot give a word to write on how I feel right now. This is what I've fear the most. I ain’t ready to let go, but things aren't working well by my side. Please, don't treat me this way. Because even actions are not the remedy in this case, just lend me an ear and a hand for you to hear and feel how I truly love an angel like you in my life. If this is not the right thing left to use in my pocket, just say it, send a message and give me ideas how this misery road will come to an end. Because right now, I'm hanging on the edges of the world with only a one hand on its grip. Say it ,for the last time, if I need to let go this chances. I just can't take it anymore, but I still love you come what may.