When It Rains...

I just love the weather on this day. I slept by 2 in the morn with the sound of the raindrops outside. Woke up by nine and yet it still raining lightly. Summertime is now fading away,and here comes the rain! The 2 month vacation of mine is also now down into a quarter. I like to go to school enthusiastically this coming semester and I just don't know why. My feelings toward that thing pumps something inside of me. It is just like a drizzling rain that is showering my whole system on and on again. My unfinished businesses may be the reason why I am acting like this. I felt sorry for a lot of things that I've done during March, but I do so grateful most of the part of that month though. I able to convinced myself into a thing that I didn't believe when I enter it by November last year. I thought I'm a piece of crap compare to those peers, but I am wrong. I'm quite excited because I want to commit myself harder and better. I want to squeeze those doubts and turn them into gold. I didn't believe in myself at first and that thing pulls me down. By now, I will start things right. In a year or two, I will not be like this anymore. Time to get serious for me. I need to cope up a lot of things that I missed four years ago. I've been through rains as hard as a typhoon, am I strong enough by now? I hope I am. For this coming semester, I want not to be a typical student anymore. "When it rains, it pours." What's the meaning of the cliche? If I start those remaining semester of mine right, I believe that I would end up in the right path. I can persuade myself and believe on it at the same time. There is now way out for me right now. I've red a line that saying "It is not how you start it, It is how you finish it." What a great line. As I do believe that I can start things good and quite consistent for about a month by now. And it is still raining.