Tuesday, June 09, 2009

I am & I will



Two months and sixteen days of doubts were now all brushed out. Apologies and worries were over now. Back to the basics I guess. I wanted to take this spaces to say thank you for a lady I admired the most. I never thought I will holding this chance for another time. I mean for the last time. I will not say it frankly, but I know by now there's nothing left for me to do. She gave it all back to me. It's my time to give it back to her. Come to think of this line by a friend of mine named MAIAH ( as her shoutout ),



"I'm not saying goodbye, I'm just letting go."


I'm not a person who give up for nothing. I will do this because of what I feel about her. But giving up in a witty situation like this is the best remedy. Nothing in regards to feeling will change. But I will preserve one thing in contrast on what I feel. I cannot lose her for another time. Time is very critical by now. I want to be with her in her remaining days as a student. Even I'm just a friend. I'll accept it. Acceptance is the best thing to do right now. No complications with that though. It's the best thing for me for the moment. I am very happy on how things works fine especially this day. I am grateful that for another time/chance/friendship, my so called ANGEL, had given to me. As I will not promise one last time, I will never break this last golden opportunity she had given to me. I will just do it more than words, more than the writings of this blogs, because definitely I Will.

As I leave all of you guys these cute song.

1 comment:

  1. nadala ka pala sa kalokohang pinagsusulat ko ahahaha, nakuha ko yan sa isang palabas nkalimutan ko na title haha, pinakita dun sa palabas nakalagay sa thought for the day sa starbucks:"the secret to loving is letting go..."

    =)

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