The Joke

I really really need to write at this moment. I need to do this to release all the angst and frustrations in my mind. I need to explain something briefly. I didn't plan to do all this weird things happening to me right now. Two months ago I am so badly broken, in a search for some ways that can help me mend my broken heart. Come to think of it, I just need "something", but someone just came across by my side unexpectedly.I know all of you guys thinking that I'm badly injured and that is the reason why I am acting like this just to offset the former. My answer will be, "It is not like that". First of all, I know all of you will take that scenario in your mind, and I can't blame you guys with that. But I still can't believe this thing is happening to me on a untimely manner. I am not saying that I ain't sad for more than eight weeks right now, my point is don't limit your mind for thinking that way. I can't help myself to carried away and I am so emotionally vulnerable for those moments. And all of those things started with a joke. A joke that now I swallowed through my mouth. And this joke ate all the burden in me, cleared my mind somehow and a little bit mend my heart. I just can't help myself to realize that it is not a good joke to throw because here I come again, liking someone unexpectedly.

I Started A Joke

I need some of your words guys and girls
I just need SOMETHING to lean on,
comments and also recommendations are accepted below.
Thanks! :)