I badly want to write. I just want to figure out what is wrong with me right now. I need to share my thoughts. I need to release this angst in me. I want to shout loud. I want to cry all the tears in my system. I just don't know why I am like this right now. I want to know what's with me today. I can't focus not because I can't apprehend those equations. I am just detached from my inner world. I am outside my normal system. Why I can't process further the thought that I'm not used to it already. Why it seems I'm still with a thing I just can't let go. I thought I am. I know in my mind I really do. But this system on me just frustrates me every now and then. It is not a person and even not a feeling nor love. This is so much that I can't realize. I need to freeze for a moment and gather the thoughts I needed for me revolve again. I need to be process further just like my answer in the last problem I am solving.
"In your life you search and search for the right person for you. Every time you break up with someone you get one step closer to that person. You should look at moving on as getting closer to meeting the one."
Ironic
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