Something that is weird is happening to me now. Examinations are over, and results will be on the air soon. And I am not excited to see it though. I am still a little bit shaken on the what is happening on the past two weeks. I want to graduate as soon as now. I want to be a burden free person right now. This is not not what you called -pressure. I am not having that feeling just like my friends right now. There is something in me that I can't explain. I guess its Frustration. I am frustrated. I am not having the things I need to have at this point of time. I can't get back my little respect in myself, especially in my studies. I am not like this. For the past two weeks I am in the island named Complacency. For the whole month I am complacently sleeping on my bed. Why I am having this thought running in my mind? Am I not that yet so serious? Why I am so distracted on those worthless ideas around me. I want my old me back at me. I can describe myself crawling at this point of time. Unconsciously crawling in my frustrations. I want to jump high, but I just can't. I am so disturbed. Hey Frustrations! Please get rid of me. I just can't focus.
CRAWL
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