Dream

I wish I really have the power to go back to the past. I know there were a lot of things I need to change in my life at the present. There were a lot of things that I need to correct at that point. I wish I am just a sleep away of traveling back to the past. I wish I just take a nap and boom! I'm already in a year where I really wanted to go back. I'm dreaming to go back in the exact date today, but in the year 2007. With all the thoughts in my mind because of what will happen in the future, I'm sure I'm not as desperate as am I in my present. I'll be introducing myself to a different lady as compare as what really happened three years ago. I want to meet her from June and try my very best to be as comfortable as we are in the future. Even though things might not as easy as we are three years from now, I'd rather still gamble and take all the stakes of meeting that lady, of which a young girl at this period. In my mind, I believe things might be different if I am that this period compare on what really happened. "Prevention is better than cure", right? but I'm selfishly thinking all this things considering only myself. I couldn't help myself to face the reality of present because I'm helplessly falling in love for a lady that cannot be mine because of what happened three years ago. I wish I am that lucky guy. I dream that I can be her man and she can my lady. I wish I have the power to sleep that way because I really don't know what to do right now or should I say that there's nothing left for me to do? Because as days goes by, the truth isn't just hurting me at all, it slowly killing me.

"If I could be anyone now,at this moment I'd be him so you'd love me too."

Dreaming of You