Omen to Amen

I guess this will be it.
Yet another unhappy ending story for me.
For the two well-publicized years in this blogs, I'd always updating those events in my life especially my sentiments towards my so called- my lady. I guess my posts truly serves a spoiler on both of us. I just keep doing it over and over again. Well, I know, the lesson that I needed to learn was way beyond this blogs. If she just red this lines, I heavenly believe it would make a difference. Unfortunately, she did not; and that put me in vain.

I realize five things about the blogs that I'm dealing with.

B for BLUNT, I am so blunt. I maybe writing so suave and polish to my mind, but with other person's perception I'm so flat. I am just a fool.

L for LOST, I feel so lost, realizing that I needed to choose to give up something. As I choose my passion. I know deep inside of me, No regrets at all.

O for OBJECTIVE, Objective on terms of I even sacrifices my love, for the sake of intense and sensible writing.

G for GUTSY, in terms of I am so much courageous even I'm on the wrong side of the story. I still believe on my worthless principles that turns my fate around and lastly;

S for SELFISH, I am so selfish. Without considering other persons feelings. I just want to pursue something for the benefit of my own intentions.

Blogs gives me the signs already.
So be it.
Time to turn those omens to my amen.

As I hope, I did the right choice.