C & A

Connotations and Argumentations

“Because everyone may have the capacity, but not everyone has the guts to prove it to the world.”

- Jophalyn L. Davadilla

I’m so inspired with those lines. It is part in the article of UE TODAY written by a successful lady in her own field, Ms. Jophalyn L. Davadilla. It is somehow correlated on what I’m thinking right now. My blogs are still in the midst of unusual issue that I know cannot be fix yet. Am I so gutsy about this writings? Am I exaggerated sharing the things I loved the most? I know I’ve done something very silly. All the blames are mine, but I’m so sick of it right now. Get rid of me about the issue. I’m so tired, mentally tired not emotionally.

“If it hurts so much, it’s not bad to give up. it doesn’t mean that you’re a loser, its just you’re a human..”

- Lesie Caling

By now, Let me think about my emotional stress. Am I tired? I guess I am, things are always happening as I always wanted to stay away from it. It’s just always there. I just cannot get rid of it. I just cannot give up one thing. A friend told me that if we’re in love sacrifices are always be on it. Surrender a part of you for the one you loved. But what if those things are so much important to my heart? What if I cannot let go one of them for the other? What if I love them both? What if Writing and Herself mean so much to me? How can I? Truly Impossible. Treat me as Loser anyway, but I cannot choose. Just don’t let me choose, I love them both, so much.